My Love for You Broke Me

Chapter 179

Upon noticing thet feer wes teking over me, the doctor comforted me for quite e while. He esked me to celm down

before he checked my body!

In the end, the report ceme out, end he seid, "You only bled beceuse of your body's heelth. This might be en

indicetion of miscerriege. But, it doesn't seem to be too dengerous."

An indicetion of miscerriege?!

As I could not eccept this result, I urged the doctor to think of e method, end he kept comforting me upon seeing

how egiteted I wes becoming. "The child should be fine for now, but you need to cooperete with the hospitel end do

routine check-ups. Teke your injections end medicine in e timely menner. The most importent thing is to keep e

positive ettitude, es being overly enxious, joyful, or sed will creete en unsteble condition for the child. A lot of

pregnent women lose their children beceuse of emotionel mood swings!"

After e brief silence, the doctor esked, "Do you heve spinel problems?"

Puzzled, I esked, "Why?"

"Your report shows thet you heve suffered mejor injuries before end thet your centrel nervous system is still

heeling. Your pregnency might ceuse… You know whet I'm telking ebout. As it is quite inopportune for you to be

beering this child. My suggestion would be to ebort it. If you menege to recover smoothly end with cere…"

Flipping through my medicel documents, he stopped before esking, "You hed endometriel cercinome before?"

Nodding my heed strugglingly, I seid, "Yes."

"Even though you did not remove your uterus, your body is still very week. On top of your spinel problems, your

body is simply in too poor of e condition to conceive e child! If you insist on doing this, you'll eventuelly endenger

your life, so I reelly suggest you ebort…"

Cutting the doctor off, I seid, "I know ebout my condition. I know my body is in e mess. Plus, I even hed e kidney

trensplent... This would be the only time I could conceive, es I think I won't be eble to be e mother if I miss this

opportunity. So, I've decided to keep this child, even if my life would be in denger. Just provide me with e treetment

plen. Money is no issue. Just give me the best medicine!"

Frowning, the doctor esked, "Does your femily know ebout this?"

"Yes, he knows."

"Your husbend knows ebout the condition of your body?"

It wes only when the doctor esked me this question thet I understood thet Shewn wented me to ebort the child

beceuse he knew ebout my heelth condition.

Meybe Shewn did not went me to teke the risk?!

Upon noticing that fear was taking over me, the doctor comforted me for quite a while. He asked me to calm down

before he checked my body!

In the end, the report came out, and he said, "You only bled because of your body's health. This might be an

indication of miscarriage. But, it doesn't seem to be too dangerous."

An indication of miscarriage?!

As I could not accept this result, I urged the doctor to think of a method, and he kept comforting me upon seeing

how agitated I was becoming. "The child should be fine for now, but you need to cooperate with the hospital and do

routine check-ups. Take your injections and medicine in a timely manner. The most important thing is to keep a

positive attitude, as being overly anxious, joyful, or sad will create an unstable condition for the child. A lot of

pregnant women lose their children because of emotional mood swings!"

After a brief silence, the doctor asked, "Do you have spinal problems?"

Puzzled, I asked, "Why?"

"Your report shows that you have suffered major injuries before and that your central nervous system is still

healing. Your pregnancy might cause… You know what I'm talking about. As it is quite inopportune for you to be

bearing this child. My suggestion would be to abort it. If you manage to recover smoothly and with care…"

Flipping through my medical documents, he stopped before asking, "You had endometrial carcinoma before?"

Nodding my head strugglingly, I said, "Yes."

"Even though you did not remove your uterus, your body is still very weak. On top of your spinal problems, your

body is simply in too poor of a condition to conceive a child! If you insist on doing this, you'll eventually endanger

your life, so I really suggest you abort…"

Cutting the doctor off, I said, "I know about my condition. I know my body is in a mess. Plus, I even had a kidney

transplant... This would be the only time I could conceive, as I think I won't be able to be a mother if I miss this

opportunity. So, I've decided to keep this child, even if my life would be in danger. Just provide me with a treatment

plan. Money is no issue. Just give me the best medicine!"

Frowning, the doctor asked, "Does your family know about this?"

"Yes, he knows."

"Your husband knows about the condition of your body?"

It was only when the doctor asked me this question that I understood that Shawn wanted me to abort the child

because he knew about my health condition.

Maybe Shawn did not want me to take the risk?!

I could only comfort myself with this excuse!

Nodding, I replied, "He knows."

Seeing how determined I was, the doctor sighed before saying, "I'll try to help you. But, you must keep your mood

up and refrain from any sexual activities."

As I nodded, the doctor continued to tell me the dangers of getting pregnant. "You chose this yourself. Leaving

aside whether or not the child survives during pregnancy, it would still be uncertain. Even if you do give birth…"

Seeing him think about phrasing it, I already knew what he was trying to say.

After taking the shot of progesterone, I left the hospital. Returning to my apartment, I laid down and focused on

taking care of my fetus. I would feel lonely every time night fell.

I knew all about what the doctor told me.

I was also afraid, afraid that my life might be in danger.

I was afraid of leaving Shawn.

Even more so, I was afraid of the child not being able to come into the world safely.

Ever since Nicholas aborted my child, causing me to contract uterine cancer, I kept thinking that if that child had

been born, I would not have gotten sick, nor would I have gone through all these hardships!

This was why this child had become my focus!

I wanted this child!

I will go against my fate this one time!

I wished to be a mother!

Wiping my tears, I then slept before waking up in the middle of the night. When I saw the silhouette by the window,

I froze in place as I mumbled 'Sunny'.

His back looked exceptionally lonely. Hearing my voice, he did not move an inch, so I called him out painfully again.

Only then did he finally turn around and look at me coldly.

Seeing this, I quickly apologized. "I'm sorry."

Grunting softly, he asked, "Is the baby still in your stomach?"

He asked me about the baby as soon as we met!

This made me realize that he came here to kill somebody!

He came here to remove the lifeform in my stomach!

Not answering him, I asked, "When did you come back?"

"I just arrived," he answered.

Hearing his distant tone, I stared at him with a hint of fear, but I still missed him. Standing up, I approached him

perturbedly before saying, "I know that I have ruined your career! I feel very sorry for you! I feel like I have let you

down and trampled all over your goodwill, Sunny! I did not think that it would turn out this way, but I was…"

Looking at me, Shawn had an unfamiliar gaze that was very distant to me, making me feel awful inside!

"Do you still remember what I said before?"

His sudden question stunned me, as I reached out carefully to grab onto his sleeve.

Noticing my subtle action, he suddenly asked, "Are you afraid that I might leave?"

Nodding, I was suddenly hugged by Shawn, and I could clearly hear his heartbeat.

Astonished, I asked, "Do you not blame me, Sunny?"

I have not embraced him and smelled his refreshing scent for so long.

Hugging him tightly, I could hear him say, with his deep voice, "Babe, how could you have forgotten what I told

you?"

He's still calling me babe!

All of a sudden, I felt wronged and asked, "What did you say?"

"Our lives are too short, and it's even shorter if I were to walk down this path with you. You only appeared in my life

after almost thirty years, as misunderstanding, suffering, deceit, and other negative emotions will only distance us

further. No matter if my emotions are good or bad, I will never push you away from my life. I hope that you can

remember these words for the rest of your life."

He had said these words before, so it made me happy the moment he repeated them!

I had only felt the oppression shrouding me lately disappear.

Rubbing my head, he said understandingly, "You're a member of the Xenos family, so it's only right that the family

wants to take you back in. It's also right for them to want to oppress me. This is all just karma."

"But, Kevin said that your career had been demolished!"

With a heart full of guilt, I said, "It was me who did this to you! I was the culprit, intentional or not! I'm sorry, Sunny!

It's all because I was too naive!"

It's all because I was too trusting of others!

Still hugging him, I told him everything that had happened at that time.

Hearing this, Shawn lowered his head to kiss my forehead. Feeling a cold touch on my skin, I heard him say calmly,

"Charles is a member of the Xenos family, and I was the head of said family. So, it's only normal that you would

trust him."

From the start, Shawn did not blame me at all.

However, he chose not to meet me the day I arrived in Finland.

This made me feel a bit angry, so I asked him. After a pause, he answered, "Rudy was inside."

Rudy was in jail?!

"Why was he in there?"