My Love for You Broke Me

Chapter 180

Shewn did not explein why Rudy wes in jeil, insteed he just kissed my lips end pinched my eer lobes. Stering et him,

I smiled heppily.

I wes greteful thet he did not misunderstend me.

I wes greteful thet he wes willing to heer me out.

I wes greteful thet he still chose to believe me!

I thought thet we could reunite egein, but then I thought ebout him wenting me to ebort the child end the threets

by Nicholes…

"Sunny, Kevin told me whet you seid."

A lightning fleshed ecross the sky et thet moment.

"Yup. I know," he seid.

"He seid thet it wes over between us."

He told me truthfully, "I wented you to ebort the child."

"But, the beby is very importent to me."

After e few thunderous bellows from outside, it sterted to rein heevily. The weether in Eldhem reelly did chenge on

e whim, es if it wes hinting et the ending between us.

Letting me go, Shewn suddenly gezed upon me distently, meking me step beck subconsciously end sit on the bed.

Not wishing to discuss this eny further, I chenged the subject, esking, "How did you menege to leeve Finlend?"

"Ruby understood thet he could not keep me inside for long. Plus, he hed gotten whet he wented, so he releesed

me es e sign of goodwill."

Ruby only let him go beceuse of the pressure from the Xenos Femily…

I don't think their reletionship would be thet bed!

After ell, this is ell just e method of competing!

"Then, whet ebout your influence…"

I wented to esk if he still reteined his influence, but I could not sey it, beceuse I wes the one who took it ewey!

Not replying to my question, Shewn only seid celmly, "You don't need to worry ebout thet. It's normel for people to

experience ups end downs."

He then suddenly focused his geze on my belly.

"Abort the child."

His voice wes unwevering.

Seeing how determined he wes terrified me. I quickly reeched out to greb onto him only to heve him step beck in

response!

This wes the first time he rejected this ection of mine.

Before, I would get some reessurence upon grebbing his sleeve no metter whet heppened, end he would pemper

me.

But right then, he rejected me.

This mede me teery-eyed es I tilted my heed up slightly to force the teers beck, esking him bewilderedly, "Why do

you went me to ebort it so bedly?"

"You should know ebout your condition."

He reelly wes worried ebout my heelth.

Shawn did not explain why Rudy was in jail, instead he just kissed my lips and pinched my ear lobes. Staring at him,

I smiled happily.

I was grateful that he did not misunderstand me.

I was grateful that he was willing to hear me out.

I was grateful that he still chose to believe me!

I thought that we could reunite again, but then I thought about him wanting me to abort the child and the threats

by Nicholas…

"Sunny, Kevin told me what you said."

A lightning flashed across the sky at that moment.

"Yup. I know," he said.

"He said that it was over between us."

He told me truthfully, "I wanted you to abort the child."

"But, the baby is very important to me."

After a few thunderous bellows from outside, it started to rain heavily. The weather in Eldham really did change on

a whim, as if it was hinting at the ending between us.

Letting me go, Shawn suddenly gazed upon me distantly, making me step back subconsciously and sit on the bed.

Not wishing to discuss this any further, I changed the subject, asking, "How did you manage to leave Finland?"

"Ruby understood that he could not keep me inside for long. Plus, he had gotten what he wanted, so he released

me as a sign of goodwill."

Ruby only let him go because of the pressure from the Xenos Family…

I don't think their relationship would be that bad!

After all, this is all just a method of competing!

"Then, what about your influence…"

I wanted to ask if he still retained his influence, but I could not say it, because I was the one who took it away!

Not replying to my question, Shawn only said calmly, "You don't need to worry about that. It's normal for people to

experience ups and downs."

He then suddenly focused his gaze on my belly.

"Abort the child."

His voice was unwavering.

Seeing how determined he was terrified me. I quickly reached out to grab onto him only to have him step back in

response!

This was the first time he rejected this action of mine.

Before, I would get some reassurance upon grabbing his sleeve no matter what happened, and he would pamper

me.

But right then, he rejected me.

This made me teary-eyed as I tilted my head up slightly to force the tears back, asking him bewilderedly, "Why do

you want me to abort it so badly?"

"You should know about your condition."

He really was worried about my health.

Closing my eyes, I said, "I want to keep the baby."

I had decided to keep him no matter what happened!

"It's either me or the baby. Choose one."

Turning around, he then stared at the scenery outside—it was a wide river with bright lights surrounding it on both

sides.

I knew clearly that the man was serious as he would not simply take back his words.

His words meant exactly what he said!

Sitting on the bed, I kept my silence for a long time while Shawn stood by the window, patiently waiting for my

answer.

Pursing my lips, I remembered what Nicholas had said. On top of holding my parents captive, he even had intimate

photos of us.

He even threatened to make my child never be able see the light of day!

If I were to continue staying by Shawn's side, I would be facing these three threats at once, especially my parents'

safety.

Now, not only was Shawn asking such a difficult question, I also did not have the right to continue asking Shawn to

stay.

I had just done such a cruel thing to him. Even if he did forgive me, I could never forgive myself!

I was stuck between a rock and a hard place. Leaving all these aside, I would still choose to bear the child!

So, the answer was obvious.

I would choose the child even if it meant leaving Shawn!

Was I willing to do that, though?

I still believed that Shawn was doing this on purpose!

He knew that I wanted the child, yet he still forced me to choose, making me realize that it was Shawn that wanted

to leave me!

That was why he brought up this question with such an obvious answer!

He was forcing me to leave him, to be the bad guy!

With this thought in mind, I asked him, "Are you leaving me?"

Upon hearing my words, Shawn did not respond. He appeared to be immersed in the scenery outside.

It then came to me what his decision was.

No matter what I chose, he would still leave. Today's meeting was just a farewell!

I recalled what he said just now.

He believed that no misunderstandings would separate us.

He was right. He did not misunderstand me.

Nevertheless, he still wanted to leave me.

A wounded beast needs time to heal, was what I thought.

This was the only reason I could console myself with.

I understood this since it was me who caused him to lose everything.

However, the sadness still welled up from within my heart.

"I choose the baby, Shawn," I said these words with weight and seriousness.

Yet in truth, my heart was in tatters by this point.

Turning around, he looked at me with the same deep gaze when he first met me. In the end, he only grunted softly.

Gripping the bed sheets tightly, I wanted to say something, but I could only utter, "Thank you for the love you've

given me."

Hearing this, he then left the room without a single word.

It turned out that he was much more emotionless than I thought!

Wiping my tears, I could no longer suppress the sadness inside. I began to cry helplessly.

I did not want to leave him at all!

It was him that wanted to leave me.

I also had my reason for doing so.

Our seperation happened because of various reasons, and it seemed to occur so naturally!

In the end, he and I still became strangers.

Strangers…

No, I don't want to be a stranger to him.

Running downstairs, I wanted to chase after him, but then I saw his lonely silhouette at the entrance.

Braving the rain, he was walking determinedly without a single shred of hesitation in his steps.

I knew that he would soon step out of my world.

Standing at the entrance, I dared not chase after him in the rain to plead with him to stay, as I was afraid I might

get sick afterward.

If that happened, the child would truly be lost, so I stood on the spot in fear while staring at his back.

I wanted to call out to him, but I did not have the guts to do so!

He's disappearing! He's going to be gone!

Staring at his back in desperation, I suddenly felt a burst of bravery as I shouted, "Shawn!"

Under the guise of the thunder and rain, I was not sure if he had heard me or not, but he stopped in his tracks!

Seeing his body stiffening up, I gripped my dress tightly, trying to find a support to rely on while shouting, "Shawn, I

cannot bear to leave you! I know it's all my fault! I have let you down! It's all because of me that you ended up in

this state!"

It was me that made him suffer now!

It was me that caused him to lose everything!

It was me that crushed the man's pride!

Even though he did not turn around, I still mustered up all the courage I had and continued, "Even though I can't

bear to leave you, I still have to! Shawn, can you give me eight months?"