My Love for You Broke Me

Chapter 194

It was snowing in Eldham tonight. I blinked, but I did not hear an answer from Christopher. I knew that it was not my

place to ask, but I would rather him not misunderstand.

I contemplated my answer before responding, "Emma meant Shawn. That’s because she’s basically grown up

under Shawn’s care, so to her, he is someone whom she worships; she also vows to be following in his footsteps for

the rest of her life. However, there is nothing illicit in their relationship and Emma’s not in love with him. He’s just

someone she refers to as a role model in her career. Do you get me?"

At that moment, Christopher replied intelligently, "So, how did Shawn and Emma encounter each other?"

He was planning to find out every single piece of information about them and I was not quite sure whether I could

reveal all that, so I asked him in return, "How much do you know about Emma?"

As soon as he heard that, his expression suddenly froze for a moment.

It was then I realized that he knew nothing about her.

After some consideration, I replied, "Emma was the young girl nurtured by the Turner Family and the previous

Xenos Family."

The previous Xenos Family was in fact a reference to Shawn’s era.

Christopher turned to me in confusion as he asked, "Why did the Xenos Family keep guard of her, then?"

"Christopher, she’s an exceptionally gifted child."

There was a dazed look on his face and he seemed to have recalled something from the past. I briefly explained,

"There are a lot of things that I’m not sure whether I should reveal to you, but Emma is highly intelligent compared

to ordinary people. She grasps things better than either of us could and she’s way more perceptive than the two of

us too."

He shut his eyes and breathed out softly. "I’m in a dilemma."

I asked in concern, "What’s wrong?"

Christopher slowly opened his eyes and looked at the snowy scene outside the window. Then, he explained

solemnly, "Emma directly rejected my feelings last night."

His words had caught me off guard as I suddenly realized that this man before me—generally cold and silent—had

actually fallen for Emma!

Olivia had pursued him for more than ten years, but had not managed to win him over; she had been defeated

hands down by Emma, whom he had not even met more than ten times.

Why is that so?!

I asked, "Did she say why?"

Emma had been critical of Diego’s age but Christopher—who was depressingly standing before me—was much

older than Diego.

Christopher lowered his head and considered my words before pursing his lips to reply, "She said that I was old,

traditional and rigid in my ways."

At this point, I could not help but burst into laughter. "Did she say that you were traditional and rigid in your ways?"

Christopher murmured ‘yes’ softly as I rose to walk to his side with a smile. "I used to think that Shawn was too

traditional and rigid in his ways."

Shawn usually preferred to don a black suit and had always looked very solemn. Furthermore, he enjoyed reading

as well as calligraphy writing and was generally very soft-spoken. He behaved like an old man in his eighties,

unfazed by everything and silent as ever.

As Shawn was mentioned, Christopher changed the topic and asked, "Did you manage to see him yesterday?"

As soon as he brought this matter up, my heart clenched thinking about it.

"No, he intentionally avoided me."

Christopher was seemingly at a loss for words so he lifted his hand to pat me on the shoulders for encouragement.

"There are bound to be disappointing moments in life and the most important thing is to have a clear conscience."

Christopher was indeed skilled at providing comfort. He retracted his elbow while speaking eloquently, "Life is too

short to not do the things you want. Do whatever you think is best for you and Shawn and I’m going to take the

same approach with Emma. Got it?"

I nodded and replied, "I hope that you guys will end up together."

"Sure. Just don’t assist Diego too much in their daily interactions," he reminded.

As soon as he mentioned Diego, I quickly smiled and explained, "I’ve never assisted him. He used my phone once

when I was in Finland to text Emma. Other than that, we’ve hardly been in contact."

Christopher’s expression suddenly became serious upon hearing my words. "Emma did visit Finland previously."

At this moment, I was speechless.

He had just finished his sentence when there was a knock on the door. I went to open the door and found Emma

standing in front. She had a comical expression as she leaned against the door with a seemingly innocent smile.

"Renee, my dad just called to summon James and I back home, so I’ve got to go now!"

"I’ll walk you out then," I responded.

As for Christopher, he also whispered in my ears, "I’ll be on my way too."

"Okay. I’ll walk you guys out."

I shifted sideways to allow Christopher to walk out first and Emma squeezed past him to get inside. Subsequently,

she hugged my arm and asked, "Renee, I’ll be visiting Finland soon. Would you like to join my trip?"

Right then, Christopher paused in his tracks and instantly asked, "Why are you going to Finland?"

She replied frankly, "Kevin just called to invite me over. He’ll bring me skiing and trekking but it’s mainly because of

him."

He patiently asked, "Who are you referring to as ‘him’?"

I thought that it was Diego’s idea for Kevin to invite Emma over to Finland, but I was taken aback by what she had

to say. "It’s Shawn. Kevin said that Shawn needed my help, so I have to go over to Finland," said Emma, without any

filter.

Christopher no longer pursued the topic as Emma continued to explain, "Shawn needs someone with knowledge in

programming, so it’s just nice that I’m able to be of help."

I had heard that Emma was great in scientific and technological skills, but it was the first time that I had heard of

her being good in programming too. Nonetheless, Emma was such an intelligent girl, so it was not surprising that

she was skillful in many areas. Right now, she was the only one able to assist Shawn.

And then there’s me… A totally unhelpful me! All I can do is watch him as he solves his problems.

Christopher left the room and Emma voiced out softly, "The elite class and the men close to Shawn have gathered

in Finland. Judging by Kevin’s words, I might have to stay on for a couple of months."

Shawn had to be planning to rebuild his connections and influence.

Suddenly, I was envious that Emma could remain by his side.

Emma noticed my silence and asked, "Do you want to join me there?"

I recalled my past two failed attempts in meeting Shawn in Finland, so I heaved a deep sigh and said, "Emma, I

won’t get the chance to see him."

She asked with a perplexed look, "Why is that so?"

"We’ve gotten into a huge fight and parted ways."

Emma was quite confused at that point and asked, "You guys separate as easily as you get together. Is that how

adults treat their relationship? It feels quite fickle."

I was significantly speechless by her words.

To Emma’s knowledge, I had been with a few men all throughout my life, therefore, her assumption was

understandable. However, be it with Nicholas or Shawn, none of the endings were of my own accord. I had always

been the one forced to walk away. This time, though, I had hurt my man.

"Emma, I love him very much," I responded desolately.

She intelligently replied, "I’ll be sure to pass on this message to him."

I smiled and asked her, "Do you think it’s better for us to separate?"

Emma shook her head and replied, "My wish is for you guys to have a blissful life."

"Thank you, I’m sure we will."

Shawn and I will definitely have a blissful life.

……

…

I went downstairs to send them off, then went back to my bedroom. After taking the medication prescribed by the

doctor to stabilize my pregnancy, I lay in bed for a moment before feeling some slight cramps around my

abdomen.

I was in an alert mode, so I quickly brought Joseph along with me to the hospital.

After the checkup, the doctor repeatedly advised me to terminate the pregnancy. No way! I asked the doctor with

the last hope within me, "Is it completely unviable?"

"There is a chance, but it’s quite a slim one."

"I would like to give it a try, even if it’s just the slightest chance."

"Then, you’ve to make sure to avoid all stressful situations and come to the hospital for regular check-ups. My

advice would be for you to stay hospitalized for bed rest."

I meekly heeded his words. "Okay. I’ll arrange to get admitted to the hospital the next day onward."

I planned to get admitted into the same hospital as Francesca in Sundew tomorrow so that we could keep each

other company. At the same time, it was the perfect chance for me to learn more about the Xenos Family

structure.

Suddenly, the doctor piped up, "Miss Felix, I’ve got another issue here."

"What is it?"

He expressed worriedly, "It would be best if you could undergo an anomaly scan."

His statement stunned me. "What do you mean by that?"

"You’re in poor health and it wasn’t an easy thing for you to get pregnant. Furthermore, your condition’s not stable

,so I would recommend that you undergo an anomaly scan tomorrow."

With an ashen-faced, I could no longer hold in my worry. "Are you telling me that my baby’s deformed?"

"Miss Felix, I’m just trying to rule out that possibility and be prepared for anything."