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I said I would break her if that was what it took..
And I certainly followed through with that.
Ayla’s hard exterior had cracked and shattered before me.
I had driven over an hour, and my stomach was still in knots. So much so that I had to
stop to throw up at one point. Guilt tore at me.
I really had been cruel to her.
Especially since it turned out it wasn’t even her fault the bond hadn’t broken. She and
Dasha had accepted my rejection. They had done what I needed them to do. Ayla had
stayed away from Kylee and me. She hadn’t tried to be around them. From what I could
tell, she hadn’t even called Kylee like she used to. And how did I repay her? By ripping her
apart with every intention of doing as much damage as possible.
It was my wolf that was still hanging on. It was Kieran who kept us in a constant state of
heartache. Kept Ayla in a constant state of pain.
And then she had to go and do something stupid and cut herself out of the pack. She was
completely lost to us now. The only thing I could do was tell myself it was what I wanted. It
was the only way to get rid of the temptation and put enough distance between us until
Kylee and I were marked and mated and leading our pack.
Every time I said it, Kieran was there to argue.
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By the time I pulled up to the packhouse, I was so pissed that anyone around instantly
took a wide birth. My aura was probably so intense that I was making everyone physically
uncomfortable, but I really didn’t give a shit.
I was going to head to my office but decided against it. Too many people had access to me
there, and I really didn’t need anyone coming around.
What I needed was to work off some of this rage and pent–up energy.
I made a beeline for the private training room in the wing of the packhouse reserved for
ranking members of the pack. I was relieved to find it empty, tugging my shirt over my
head and immediately heading to the punching bag in the corner.
I had worked up a sweat when Briggs entered the room. Walking over to me with his usual
swagger, his arms crossed over his chest as he leaned against the wall close by. He knew
something was up. He had been hounding me about it since we got back from Kylee’s
house. So had my mother, but I sure as hell wasn’t going down that road.
Briggs was my Beta. We had been friends since we were eight and had been through
everything together since then. I didn’t think there was anything we could hide from each
other. But I sure as shit wanted to hide this f*** up from him. So I just ignored his
presence.
“You ready to tell me what the hell is going on with you? Or at least, where you were
today?” he said loud enough to be heard over the sound of my fists hitting the bag.
“No.”
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Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇt“If you don’t, we’ll sedate you. Your aura is out of control right now, bro. This isn’t about
you just being in a pissy mood anymore,” Briggs said with an edge to his voice that meant
he was serious.
I yelled as I hit the bag hard one more time. I winced as I forced my fingers through my
hair. I hadn’t realized I had been breaking the skin on my knuckles. I fell back against the
wall, sliding down to the floor.
“You know I’m here for you, bro,” my Beta said calmly. “Whatever it is, you can talk to
me.”
I nodded.
‘Tell him.‘
I winced at Keiran’s demand. But I couldn’t really disagree anymore.
“I found my mate,” I admitted. I could feel Briggs‘ eyes go wide in his head.
“What the hell do you mean you found your mate?” he took a step closer. “Please tell me
you’re talking about Kylee.”
I shook my head. “No. I found my fated mate.”
“What. The. Fuck.” He had warned me about this when I first got involved with Kylee and
again when we announced our mating ceremony. “Where the hell is she? Who the hell is
she?”
“I rejected her. She’s gone.”
“Theo, man, you’re really scaring me now. Why would you do that? What were you
thinking?” Briggs demanded.
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“She’s Kylee’s sister,” I snapped. Briggs tensed up.
“Ayla? As in the sister that allegedly abandoned Kylee?”
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His use of the word “allegedly” pissed me off and confused me a little. He really liked
Kylee. They’ve always gotten along. Even when he was cautioning me about finding my
mate, he told me he was happy for me.
“Are you trying to say Kylee is lying?” I snapped.
He made a face. “No, but I do think it’s foolish to shit on a sacred gift by rejecting your
mate without all the information.”
“I have all the information I need.”
“No, you have Kylee’s side of the story,” Briggs said with a worried look.
“And their mother’s,” I added.
Briggs scoffed. “Look, Marie Garner is a nice enough lady, but I wouldn’t exactly trust her
judgment.”
“What are you talking about?” I asked, my own concern growing.
“Bro, she’s a lush,” Briggs said with a shrug. “Not that you’ve been around enough to
notice since she’s been here. I can’t tell how bad, and she seems pretty harmless. But
these things often have a dark side that no one sees.”
I couldn’t believe we were having this conversation. The last thing I needed was any kind
of doubt in my decision.
“Whatever. It doesn’t matter. What’s done is done. And Ayla’s
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reactions to all of this told me all I needed to know from her.” I pushed myself to my feet.
“What were her reactions?” Briggs asked cautiously, and I
realized my choice of words may have given away more than I intended. I knew he
wouldn’t let it go unless he was sure I told him everything.
“Which time?” I said quietly.
“Excuse me?” He heard exactly what I said. “What the f*** happened, Theo?”
“She never argued or fought the rejection. She agreed and accepted it the first day we
met like it was nothing. She had no response, no rebuttal, no explanation,” I told him. “You
have to be coldhearted to feel nothing after breaking a mate bond.”
“Or f***ing strong as hell,” Briggs stated. “You said she didn’t argue or fight. Did you even
give her a chance to speak or even get to know anything about her before you threw her
to the curb? Or did you just walk up to her and say tough shit?”
I grimaced. That’s exactly what happened. “There wasn’t exactly an opportunity for that.
Neither one of us wanted Kylee to find out.”
The muscles in his neck flexed as he tensed. “You said ‘which time.‘ When did you see her
again?”
“This morning.”
“Why?”
I could tell he was choosing his words carefully.
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“Kylee wanted a necklace of her mother’s that was left at their house for some
appointment this week. I went back to get it.”
“Okay, someone else could have done that. Why did you go?” Briggs pushed, but the
words stuck in my throat. “Theo, you‘ re hurting. There’s no way in hell this is as cut and
dry as you‘ re trying to say it is.”
“The bond didn’t break. Not completely.”
“Shit, Theo. So you both have been walking around with your hearts ripped open for the
past week?” Briggs said. “So, what the hell happened today? Why are you still on the edge
of ripping half the pack’s throats out?”
Images of that morning flashed through my head. The fear that something had happened
to her when she hadn’t been home. The jealousy and rage at finding her at another male’s
house. The way it felt when I kissed her. And sheer pain and anguish of everything that
followed.
“Theo?” Briggs pressed.
“She cut her ties to the pack,” I said solemnly. “She turned herself rogue.”
“Theo,” Briggs bellowed, “how the f*** could you let that happen? Why didn’t you stop
her?”
“She cut herself from Dad. She used his name. There was nothing I could do. I had no way
of fighting it.” I was done with this conversation. “So none of this f***ing matters. It’s
done. She’s gone. She’s never coming back. Doing so would be a death sentence, and she
knew that.”
“What have you done, Theo?”
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“It doesn’t f***ing matter,” I yelled. “Whatever I did or didn’t do, she never wanted me
anyway. She’s not my problem anymore. So right now, I’m going to worry about cleaning
up the mess she made and figure out how to tell Kylee and Marie that they’ll never see her
again. And don’t you dare breathe a f***ing word about any of this to them, do you
understand me?”
“Okay. Okay,” Briggs said, raising his hands in the air, trying to calm me down. “You’re
right. There’s nothing we can do about her now. If it’s done and over with, then it’s done
and over with. We’ll move on.”
I wasn’t sure he believed it, but I didn’t f***ing care. Like I said, she wasn’t my f***ing
problem anymore.
I stormed out of the training room. I still needed to let off some steam. Anything to get
some f***ing relief. I ran upstairs to my wing of the packhouse and saw precisely what I
needed walking down the hall. Or should I say, who I needed.
I grabbed Kylee’s hand, not even bothering to acknowledge her greeting, and pulled her
into my room. My mouth slammed into hers, and she responded immediately, her tongue
reaching for mine. She tasted different. I kissed down her neck, tearing the clothes from
her body as I pushed her toward the bed. My shirt went over my head, and she started to
undo my pants.
She pulled back to look up at me, and I grunted as she gripped my c***. Her pale blue
eyes held desire but still fell flat. Kieran was snarling viciously in my head. I grabbed Kylee
by her hair, spinning her and bending her over the bed. I shoved my fingers into her
pussy, listening to her moan as I got her good and wet for me.
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Removing my fingers, I rammed into her up to the hilt. I immediately picked up a grueling
pace as I hammered into her, working to drown out my wolf’s furious snarls. I watched as
Kylee rocked in front of me. Her hair was too blonde. She was too slender with hardly any
cur
ves. She cried my name as I kept pounding into her, but her voice was grating.
I closed my eyes, my head falling back.
Instantly I was plagued with images of Ayla. Remembering how she tasted. What she felt
like pressed against me. I moaned as I pictured her splayed out in front of me. I imagined
how her ass would ripple as I took her like this. I saw her beautiful face as she came apart
on my c***, riding out her orgasm as I sank my teeth into her gorgeous neck.
I pulled out, pumping my c*** with my hand as I released over Kylee’s back, remembering
exactly who I was f***ing. I wasn’t worried about pregnancy, but coming inside her felt
wrong now. It wasn’t for her.
It all felt wrong.
“That was amazing, baby,” Kylee panted beneath me. “It’s about time you reminded me
exactly who I belong to.”
I picked up a piece of torn fabric and wiped the mess from her skin. She reached for me,
but her touch made me recoil. I had to get out of there.
I was walking toward the door when blinding pain erupted through my body.
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